2:50 PM

Internets out & I'm in need of a new lip gloss. Also some blistex cause my lips have become really chapped the last few days. I really wish I could stop thinking about how things are going to turn out. It's constantly eating at me, making me agitated, mad, sad & just plain stressing me out. I won't know what his intentions are until he comes back out & then & only then will I know where to go from there. I'm tired of the what ifs going in my head & I'm sick of always thinking about it. I feel like I've been planning my life around a person who's doing nothing to make my life better. & it's gotta stop.