Part One

Ok so apparently things did get worse. Apparently this all fucking sucks and there's no way to stop it. Even though the police officer yesterday told me that today a D.A would call & ask what I wanted to do. & after all these lovely dreams about how this was gonna end today, he told me this. He told me what he was going to do. Apparently I have to have a order against him as he does me. & I can't let anyone know whether I'm pressing charges until after he's been arraigned which will hopefully be sometime today. He said I can't dismiss the restraining order until later. The domestic bureau said Friday if he's arraigned today. He said it's up to the judge where he stays until Monday. Since tomorrow's Christmas & what not. Ugh. & Hopefully they don't hold him & they let him go until his next court date. That's my only wish for today. Lets see if it comes true, because none of my dreams from last night did. I'm about to get up & go down there, even though I can't do shit I just wanna be down there.