Happy New Year!!

I think I drunk my babys weight in sparkling cider lol. It's been a long night, & while I'm grateful & happy that I'm alive to see another ball drop with my family there were parts of the night when I just wished I was somewhere else. I got into a fight with my father over something as stupid as a game of blackjack, which anyone who knows the game will tell you the rules are ultra simple & really have no room for argument but if you wish to argue with me on that then I'm sure Vamps can attest to the fact that I have no issues with the game 21 itself. SMH. That was after the ball dropped though & after we had been playing spades for about an hour. Also after I sat there trying to show my mom how to do shots. lol. She looked at me like I was crazy cause I actually had no problem drinking bacardi straight & made a slight comment referring to me & vamps personal version of tequilla [151] I mentioned something about a lemon & some salt & actually made myself smile, thinking about the day me & vamps did "tequilla shots" in Mickey D's. Even though ours involved buffalo sauce lol. The funny thing is, even though the bottle wasn't even below the label line they were pretty much drunk & I think I got irritated cause it's hard to deal with them drunk when I'm not even tipsy. Cause stuff that wouldn't be a bother was cause I was already tired & had a headache. Tonight was definitely a difference from last year. & I pretty much spent it going from having fun to being mad & thinking about how different this new year is from last. I had already spent the day thinking about how different this whole year was from last year. It was such a difference. I was such a dfferent person. & I kept thinking how did I get this way & when did it all change but I don't even know. The year of 08 was a special one, a short one & a somewhat stressed one but I'm still happy that I was there for it.