Spoke Too Soon

I feel like I keep setting myself of for a fucking fall. I'm not gonna go into detail cause I gotta get back to my studying so I'll just sum it up to this. Today I did something that I thought would be good but I guess I just should've stuck to the plan cause right now I'm sitting here feeling sad, annoyed & disappointed all in one. I really feel like he's just not that into fixing this shit the cause as always everything I say as a follow to it, a question diverting the positive, or a reason as to why it can't happen. It's like maybe in his mind there's something going on in there that I just can't see but from what I do see...there's a lot of apprehension where you really wouldn't expect to find it. Not now, not in this situation. *sigh* I'm not gonna kill my day with this, so after I type this I'm letting it go. I just know better for the future.