It Never Ends

Ugh I hate my freakin age I just got a call from santa land the job I didn't think I could get... the job I was [&& still am] in love with but since I'm not 18 I can't work there. It makes no sense. This isn't rocket science && now the damn internet is messing up again. This is so freakin annoying. Now not only is the internet being mean to me but i am trying desperately to block out my sisters voice, hell I'm trying to imagine she isn't even here at the moment but like my father she is so loud in everything she does it's semi impossible at times. Grrr damn internet, come on I need the internet right now, I really do. Blah. Seven months && thirteen days. Just felt like writing that, it makes no difference since I would like to make the big changes happen before that but that is also around the amount of time before I can have a drink again. A little over 6 months unless munchkin decides to be late which I doubt. Anyways as you can tell I'm just rambling because I have nothing better to do while I wait for the internet to work. I really can't take much more of this...I'm really about to loose it.