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Everything this morning that I have decided I want to eat had decided to make me nauseous. I wanted to eat vampys lasagna keish (yes vamps that's what I'm calling it) but after getting the top off I just couldn't do it. Then I figured I just get cold cereal, like seriously what could go wrong with that? Apparently a lot since the minute i set the milk on the counter the idea of cereal made my stomach turn. Even now as I sit here eating a freakin special k bar just to have something in my stomach I am literally having to hold my breath && ignore the taste just to get down all of maybe five bites of the thing. So far I've had three && I'm ready to stop. I'm just going to drink some milk, lay down && try again later. New plan. I made muffins so I'm going to try & eat one then I'm going to lay down && wait for later so I can eat something more.