A Little More

He's just always been so nice && sweet to me I can't imagine what would make him do this. I can come up with a list of the things he does that make me love him but what if they were all a lie. Do I care? Probably not. As long as when he says he loves me its nothing but the truth his whole life could be a lie. Do I really mean that?? IDK. I don't know much of anything anymore. I can't separate real from fake right now. My head && my heart have NEVER been so damn conflicted.