It's Official

A little update is that today I got the much needed evidence that vamps is the one who did it. He won't admit to it but at the same time I saw all I needed. You would think that right now I would have taken the thing && ran home waving it around && called the cops as he suggested I do but instead, i sit here hurting, trying to figure out why but more so because we're officially on a break. Just thinking about it makes my eyes water. No scratch that cry. I feel so alone right, even though like on one hand this is a good thing I guess. The time apart will hopefully help with the on going confusion I've been having about vamps. I mean after all thats happen in the past few days I still want to be with him I just don't know if I can.