Day 1

So the initial plan was to come to work today && block out all depressing thought but since the minute I walked in I haven't really been able to stop crying. I swear the only thing I want right now is to talk to vampy. I hate the fact that that's all I want. I can't believe I'm actually upset right now. The relationship I had last summer ended when I heard my b.f having sex with someone else. I didn't even wince for a second. This dude steals && lies to my face && I can't bring myself to let go. LIke for all I know one Wednesday he can come up to me && be like I don't want to do this anymore but I don't think I want that. I want us to be happy again. I hate any of this ever happen. I just wanna be with him. I've been crying so much and all I want is for him to hold me && make it all better.....I don't know what else to say right now.