Day 2

Thinking about going to my school today to hand in my financial aid. Don't really wanna go at this alone but hey what choice do I have. It gives me something to do at least. My original thought was to just stay home && rest but I forgot my mom took of two days from work && that my grams is here. I walked in last nite after seeing vamps && everything was fine but when I saw here it reminded me why I was mad in the first place. I feel like the worse person ever cause I'm considering the idea of choosing my heart over what's right. This morning I was starting to think that if I moved out I wouldn't feel this way all the time. Which is probably true but first I gotta get over the mini anxiety I'm having over vamps right now.