I Need Sleep...

Ok so I've been up since like 8 something. I think 8:45ish. That's not early really but for some reason I feel my battery dying. I'm pretty pissed at vamps right now [nothing new] He's not even around & he still gets me pissed. Go figure. Anyway. I'm mad cause I'm convinced he's lied to me. I don't care what he says, he knows I don't believe what he says but what's making me mad is that he won't admit to it. He's sticking to these little stories and the more I sit back and think about them the more I see that some really don't make any effin sense. Like the whole not calling thing. I don't know many jobs that don't allow phone calls. Show me one and then maybe I'll let up on that. I also don't know many corporate jobs that allow you to be M.I.A for two freaking months. Again show me one and maybe I'll back off. I don't know why this is bothering me now for since he's been playing this job game for the last 9 months but it is. I want him to freaking admit it and then from there I'll have the lovely question of where the hell is it you really go every night. I'm very skeptic, very paranoid. But I don't think that these thoughts to be credited to that completely. Ugh. I can't wait to have this freaking conversation with him. It's going to irk me until I do even if I don't get any real answers this is one I can't keep to myself for much longer. He said to tell him what's really on my mind even while he's there so yea. This was a very weird rant. Don't know where it came from. Blah. I just wanna UGH!! There's probably more that I think he's lying about but that's the biggest thing that's bugging me right now...=/ Anyways like I was saying. I need some freaking sleep, so I'm gonna go home and just relax. Oh yea. Laptop's broken so yea. No internet life for me when I get home. All I got to keep me entertained is television and my beloved books. I need to get new ones cause I'm like reading old books over, while at the same time reading Blond Faith. [which is new to me] Um. I should have just called this a rant cause this has nothing to do with sleep.