Bad Nerves

My nerves are wearing extremely thin. I'm at the breaking point where I just really wanna get up && literally runaway. Write my mom a nice little letter && get on with my life because this isn't freakin workin. I'm so sick of being constantly questioned about the same damn thing. I'm so sick of the fact that every time I feel a little bit of happy && I feel a little bit relaxed it gets pulled back under. I don't know what to do anymore because even though the solution seemed obvious yesterday I see that that's only gonna cause me more stress. This needs to be done a little more under the radar. *sigh* I just wolfed down a burger that left a bad taste in my mouth. Ew. I guess I should go do my hair so I can go to bed sometime tonight.