The Answer is No...

Except for when things are based around what goes on in my head. Apparently then the answer is always yes. Yes this, yes that, sure why the hell not everything. Even if I really don't want to do something it's very rare that I will actually let that be known unless it's something general (not a specific request) like walking ten blocks when I'm tired or just feeling lazy. I don't want to do it && 9 times outta 10 I let that be known. For some reason though whenever I do sit there and be like no or maybe later, that's the moment people remember. Cause then I'm just wrong for not doing it && whatever reason it is I choose not to isn't valid. This ISN'T a stab at anyone in particular so don't take it the wrong way. I'm just mad at myself that I can never be the one to say no && annoyed that even though I try to please everyone my short comings are always getting in the way of it.