No More Vampy =[

As the sun goes down && I sit here about to embark on a search for episode 21 [lol] I'm starting to feel really depressed. Since I'm laying here in the dark && it feels like everything in here reminds me of vampy which makes it worse. I'm watching a show that only makes me think of how i wanna go back to times square && play the game with vampy. I look around my room and see how clean it is && I think of how we cleaned it. I look at the closet && funny as it sounds I think of him. && then of course there is my bed. That one's pretty self explanatory. =] There's about 9 hours && 10 minutes until the sun is suppose to rise. I might actually stay up for it depending on my mood.