Burst My Bubble

Try...but you just can't. Not right now anyway. Today was one of the BEST days I've had in a while. Me and Vampy went upstate to hang out at the Mall. Wait. Correction. Five Malls. Five Malls all within walking distance of each other. Some right across the street from the other. I got to meet some of his friends who were different but cool. Which is one way you could actually describe Vampy. Even though I could take that tiny description && drag it on for oh say an hour or two....I won't do it =]. Today was so peaceful I didn't even wanna come back tonight. It's so quiet there. && when I say quiet I mean quiet. I walked into the mall and could actually hear footsteps. *smh* Still had fun though. Hopefully I get to have more days like this. Days where we don't fight. Days where we don't really get bored. Days where we just enjoy each others company && you can feel the love. Don't get me wrong we've had days like that before. We've had plenty actually. But it was just something about today, something about our little day trip that made me sit there && say damn. I never want this to end. I know I can't see the future or even sit here and try to plan it. I know that wishing for it ain't gonna do nothing but the last time I checked a dream slash fantasy never really hurt anyone. && that's how I feel sometimes when I'm with him. Like I'm dreaming. Being with him is like walking into another reality. A dream realm where I can forget about everything && everyone && just be myself. Even though there are those times when I switch back into the 16 year old school girl who can't get her words together long enough to form a sentence. Or can't stop smiling when he's around. Which isn't necessarily a bad thing...I just need to learn to relax sometimes.....but that's a whole nother story.