*sigh*

Ok so I'm antsy....very very antsy. I went upstairs to wait for vampy but couldn't even sit still on the steps for more than a minute before I walked up to the corner, scanning the block as I walked. I stood on the corner waiting to see if he was in the store or on the way up the block before I realized that it hadn't even been ten minutes since the time of the text he sent me saying he was in the pizza shop. I figured there was no way he could be done already so I walked back to my job, came inside and started writing this blog. Tryna calm my nerves && talk myself down. I allowed myself to get excited about something I had no evidence of && for that I sit here semi suffering. I wanna know but at the same time since I did allow myself to get psyched about the maybes the definites seem like an unwelcome visitor.