Dammit

I'm getting cramps && I'm getting depressed all at the same time. Only one person would probably actually know why. Saturday is still 4 days away and Vampy still keeps saying that there's a chance. I don't know if he actually believes it or not. I, on the other hand, have pretty much just stopped getting my hopes up. Even though since I'm sitting here right now on the verge of tears each time I feel a cramp, I guess in the back of my mind I still hold on to the inkling of hope that my dreams aren't completely shattered.