IDK

I've been up since 530 && at work since 9 this morning. I didn't get off until almost 8 today. This is the second time this week that I've done an 11 hour shift. Only this time I actually took my lunch break. Which is when I met up with Vampy who was upstate for a better part of the day. He came && met me just as I was walking back from the pizza shop. He's been feeling sick lately which I hate since it always make me worry. Today he felt sick but it was something easy to get over, until tonight when he started feeling weird. I hated leaving him just now but I had no choice. I wanted to take him home and lay him down in the bed so that I could take care of him but since I knew that was out of the question I would've settled for just sitting in the staircase all night with him so that I know that he's ok. *sigh* I've got counseling in the morning && I'm tired as hell but I don't wanna go to sleep even though I feel as though I can barely keep my eyes open for another second. It times like these that I hope that vamps is around long enough to raise his ninja clan. My heart is screaming that he'll be fine but my brain is thinking the worse. SMH. I don't know what else to say right now so I guess I'll just go.