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but my perserverance goes down. I swear it shouldn't be this way. I shouldnt have to sit around like this cryiin or feelin like i've been slighted. I repeat you do not have the right to jerk me around anymore...but then again i dont have the right to feel or atleast express my feeliings anymore either...but then again when have i EVER cared about whether or not i should b sayiin something. Uh how about always. Right well in that case...i guess as of now i dont give a shit cus i just said a whole lot and then some. Probably shouldn't have but im sick of holding that in. He should know when he's fuckiin up or fuckkiin with me. Why should he get any special damn treatment?? Exactly he shouldn't. He's messed with me and played with me for months and ive let him. But no more. Thinking about myself for once...still hurts though. DAMN.