Damn This

I can't find my damn journal. I don't know where I put it ugh. I want that book. Blah anyways it's Friday night and I'm home alone watching a rerun of For the Love of Ray J. Doesn't that sound fun. I have no one to talk to, nothing to do, and no where to go. My life just feels so empty right now and I hate it. The night is the worse, it's like once the sun goes down I get really depressed and lonely. I don't know what to do. I wish it would get hot out already, atleast then I could wander around or something. I am going to arrange my drawers this weekend and do my hair next week and then I am going to start going somewhere. I hope.