Hate & Depression

You would think that someone who has so much fucking sympathy for everybody else would never want to see the one you love hurt. You do all the things to me that you sympathize to someone else over. & if that makes no sense then let me make it clearer. You feel sympathy for a girl who's in an abusive relationship, yet you put me in one. You feel bad for people who hate their lives so much that they just wish it would end but you make me do nothing to make my life better. I can't believe you would claim to love me. I've finally accepted my decision & even though we've made plans I don't know if I wanna go back. To make me change my mind now, you would really have to show me something.