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It sucks that when I'm giving people updates on my life and sharing my "great" news, I can't be fully happy. Why? Because the subject of daddy dearest always comes up. It's like I know some people look at the situation and my age and come to a negative conclusion but what bothers me is when they ask about the father. Inside it pisses me off that I'm in this situation with someone who can't even manage to call even when they're locked behind bars. Like I know I broke up with him so it may seem selfish or something to think he should but for someone saying they wanna make things work then they should be putting there best foot forward. I feel like it's all a game to him. He's not taking this serious and that's sorta how I got to my final decision. Ofcourse it wasn't just based on a few missed phone calls. It's more than that. I just wish the situation was different but if he doesn't want to help himself then there's only so much that I can do.