Too Many Blogs

...for once saw what my mom was saying about rushing through life. I don’t think it was until recently that I finally understood that. To just enjoy being young since eventually the numbers start to go up and before you know it you actually have mandatory responsibilties...
I have a blog type thingee on 43things.com and one of my goals was to move out and apparantly I wrote a post about roommates. I wrote a update, part of which is posted above and IDK reading it just made me see that I was trying to make myself happy or something by filling my life with things that I thought would make it perfect. I guess I still am. But writing that I realized I have other things to worry about, other things I'm gonna need so really when you think about it moving isn't really a logical short term goal for me right now. IDK maybe 6months to a year. I mean don't get me wrong I would LOVE to have it all but I think it's time to sit back a realize it just might not be possible.

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It sucks that when I'm giving people updates on my life and sharing my "great" news, I can't be fully happy. Why? Because the subject of daddy dearest always comes up. It's like I know some people look at the situation and my age and come to a negative conclusion but what bothers me is when they ask about the father. Inside it pisses me off that I'm in this situation with someone who can't even manage to call even when they're locked behind bars. Like I know I broke up with him so it may seem selfish or something to think he should but for someone saying they wanna make things work then they should be putting there best foot forward. I feel like it's all a game to him. He's not taking this serious and that's sorta how I got to my final decision. Ofcourse it wasn't just based on a few missed phone calls. It's more than that. I just wish the situation was different but if he doesn't want to help himself then there's only so much that I can do.

Post 200 =]

Whoo!

Ok so ii only made this post to share my quiz results.

I took the 43 Things Personality Quiz and found out :: I'm a

Reinventing Self-Improving Builder.

That is all. =]

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I have no space key right now so I'll make this short. Me and my mom managed to get one of the old laptops to work through a monitor so for tonight I have internet. I'm just trying to remember all the things I wanted to research. I also wanted to catch up on Naruto so yea. I've been in love with these two songs for the longest so now I'm happy that I can hear them when I want. I also listened to that song Zion that my sister kept telling me to play =]. That's all for now. I took a nap today so I have a little extra energy but I know it's going to die out soon so lemme go.

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First things first. Today I got my drivers license. That's right people I can now legally drive...sorta. I have to wait until I'm legal to drive alone but I passed my road test and there ain't a damn thing anyone can say about it that could kill my buzz. NOTHING. So don't even try. hmp. =] Other than that um my laptop has been broke for a few weeks now so there has been no internet surfing in my house lately. This is my first time online in like two weeks I think. I'm bringing it in to the shop this week to be looked at. Probably on Friday. IDK, that's if I feel like carrying it. I don't really have much to say here. You think I would considering I haven't blogged in a while but I guess it's not like I'm pent up or nothing cause I still write out my thoughts. *sigh* my back is killing me. I'm 27 weeks this week and no matter what I do, if I'm not laying down, I'm rarely comfortable. Let's see. Still not showing much =[. My baby just doesn't want to pop out at all. I guess he [or she] is just going to continue to swim in my back. Oh well. Anyways that's all I feel like sharing at the moment. There's more but I think I'll keep them in my mind for now.