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ugh i cant even think of where to start. My head hurts, im hungry and im naseous. Im in my room with a freakiin barkiin dog dropped off my my father. Who by the way didn't even bother to knock on the freakiin door before bustiin in not once but twice. Is there no freakiin common sense there. I mean come on. I couldve been naked =(. I dont kno what to do with myself anymore. I so wanna just go outside but upon request of my bf im home doiin nothin. Why you ask. Why would he ask me to stay here and stare at the freakiin walls. Umm because he says that i'm not allowed to chill with dudes. ALLOWED? wtf since when do i need permission to have friends. But its cool cus ima let him have that one....or atleast ima let him think he does. He's gonna say I'm being selfish by getting mad cause i wanted him to atleast think abt chilliin wit me when he got out of class instead of going home to sleep. He can sleep at night like any other tired person cus if he gon give me limits on how much i go out and stuff then he's gonna b my entertainment. Selfish? Maybe but who the hell cares. I know i dont. He's home sleep while im tryin to decide if im really gonna waste my saturday in this freakiin room. uh im goiin to sleep on it. so yea