So I Wrote A Poem...

&& I'm doing something I rarely ever do and sharing it =]
P.S if you don't understand it then too freakiin bad...

Deleting numbers from my phone
Each one a memory of person
Now unknown
Theres a vision attached to each
A vision of what could have been
Of what now will never happen
If I hit delete
It means you were unfair to me
Never there for me
&& just plain harmful to mental state
So thats means that there won't be another day
No second time & place
Just a button
Marked erase
Out of sight
Out of mind
Makes it easier to leave you behind
I must admit that
this time
I played myself
I fooled myself in to thinking that
you were gonna be different
Just because you said that
I let down my wall prematurely
&& i guess now i see that
no matter who you are
No one will ever be enough to earn that
Right from me
-2.25.08-

Ok so

I decided to come back && recap...i woke up this morning a little later than i had expected like 12ish && decided that going to school late would be pointless since I was only really going for my 1st class. Sooo instead I went downtown to do my hair *smiles* took a minute though. After a train ride full of the lovey dovey moranics && a semi evil poem about crushing roses & popping balloons I got to the shop at like 330 didn't leave till like seven...doesn't seem all that long but trust me it was. So during that stay I managed to get into a fight with Shawn about how he said I said I don't believe in Valentines Day. Which is so NOT true. Anyways after that I almost got into a fight with my stylist since i was growing impatient && irritable from the lack of food i had. Uh which translates into none...my tummy was empty & it was making me hostile so I used the time wasted on this other lady to go get a bagel && a soda....uh LONG story short...I ain't do anything except my hair which I guess is fine...

Now its 6:15 && I CANT SLEEP!! =[
I have to get up at like 1030 & sleep is not coming. I watched the 2am-4am The N line up like I do every night. The only difference is that I usually clock out during One on One unless Im on the phone or something...No phone && still no sleep. I've listened to music, visited a gazillion websites, watched a movie, Law && Order && took 35 [i counted] pictures. 12 [i think] of which i posted on my myspace. *sigh* I'm outta things to do now that I've finished this so ok lets try this again.

I've got 4hrs left to sleep...

Ahh Valentines Day

Wow that came faster than I thought it would..today my sisters ex boyfriend from like three years ago who she barely talks to anymore showed up at the door && then proposed to her =/ yea crazy huh...She said no of course since she has a boyfriend who she's been with for 3 years. My mom was like how he must of really been feeling that V.Day vibe but I think its sweet. 12:18 the sugar shock is just begiining ...She's in there right now baking loverboy brownies and homemade effin cookies...lucky lucky or lovey dovey i guess...idk...thats all i got for now maybe I'll be back with a recap of my day later or maybe I'll go out 2moro && pretend this holiday filled with artificial love and over priced chocolate doesn't exist.