I Miss My Baby

Its been 6days since ive seen or heard from my baby but it seems like much longer. I can't stand the fact that i can't see him everyday...even tho i know he thinks of me it still sucks. =(

I want OUT!

its official my tolerance is drawing thin and i cab no longer manage live in this house with these people. I need to get out and i need to get away from everything that is in this neighborhood, this apt. I wish i could leave and go to a whole new state but i cant..since it requires a car which i dont have. My mom is being real difficult about giving up her rights 2 me so now its on to plan B. A plan that actually just hit me as i was typing. She says i need credit and that i would need to have been working at a job for about a year, none of which i have but i know someone that does. My sister has been working at Radio Shack since about September/November i think...she has a credit card and she pays her bill on time. I'm thinking its time for me to stop being so stuborn and ask for help, Im going to ask her if she would consider putting an apt in her name.....since my moms credit sucks.....and ill pay for it. She might say no but atleast I tried right? right. I mean to go thru a whole emancipation whould b time consuming and by the time i could prove everything to my mom and the court id b seventeen and graduating so y bother. This i could have done by January if she agrees. I would have a job by then...I would have saved up by then...I hate to doubt myself but i really hope i can make this happen even if only for a little while.